i haven't gone missing

My life has been crazy, but good. I haven't gone missing, as i feel some may think i have. i'm stepping into another part of my life, apart i have longed for, for so long. a part that i feel is me. a place i can be who i am, with out a definition of someone else. i've lived my life so long, doing for others, giving all that i am, to watch other's dreams come true, to help, to guide, to just be. God is fullfilling so many things in my life right now, so many prayers are being answered, and it feels so good. but in this craziness, i'm still me, still first a wife, a mother, a sister, a friend. nothing could replace that, nothing! even though i feel that i have slacked in those area's, this past few days, weeks, months, with all of you is where my heart is. it's where i get my insperation, with out it this dream is nothing. so my blogs have gone unattended, and so many other things, like a clean house on occation, the laundry has been left overflowing, and i have post it's reminding me of my daily duties over flowing on my computer. i'm still learning how to juggle a dream, and a life. for so long it was just that a dream stuck in my head, but lately it has started to come to pass, and has become reality. so forgive me, as i learn, to adjust to this new life i live, i love all of you, and i'm here, still me, i haven't gone missing.